13.07.08 - Anger control classes

Mummy's Entry
Is there such classes as Anger controling. I am losing my angry all the time today at keith. He is getting on my nerves and I result in caning him alot. Seeing daddy didn't make me alittle better , it exactly made it worst. He is so sick he is walking with a limb ... just like he is going to collaps. He ask for the kids and then he ask me to keep my laptop properly. My anger rise to the peak. It's not easy to stay in the house with the kids. It's worse than working. I really don't know what's wrong with today. Everything just isn't going my way. Keith is crying and whining the whole day , I burnt my finger and I simply blow my top on everything ... I am getting out of my mind. I am almost giving up on myself.

I always thought I am a good mummy and as I am like a single mum on weekdays without sisters and friends ... I thought I was very strong ... I never knew I can be so weak , so soft ... so fragil ... I hate to say I need someone .