04.03.08 - Another bad night! :(

------------------ mummy's grumbling page at 5.30am in the morning -------------------------
Hazel's Running nose is still very bad , to make things worse , she is having a slight cough now. I am rather angry coz I just found out that her care-taker has been giving her solid food ... and say that my mother and me lazy , never make her porriage ...

Babies are very sensitive to food , that is all making senses now when she came back with the rash on her back. I thought it was because of the heat , hai~ I really don't know what to do anymore. I bring them there once a week and simple instructions they can't follow and think that I am in the wrong ... don't bring them anymore, then they upset. But these two days has been cruel to me.

Yty hazel slept at 10pm and was turning and tossing every few minutes ..Things hust gets worst , mummy slept at 12am ,and every less than an hour , she gets up crying ... my poor girl , poor mummy , both of us suffer and she's happily still thinks she is right.

Their communicating skills has problem , thrie thinking skills also have problem. I hate the idea they calls Keith " skinny one , skinny one , come eat her food, look at you , so skinny ... " Is this right education to the kids? then keep telling their mum , wow so big ah ur tummy , like have another baby. :(

Mummy is not world best mummy and she might not have the best temper towards all but from zero she learn more and more how to look after us properly , she learn the importance to share time with us , she learns that doing craft , listening music is good for developement , she is even going to learn how to bake! :)

She is a beginner , she is trying her very best , who can say she fail when she is still trying and never gives up?